FRIENDS

friends, yeah. my best friend during kindergarten was Naimi Amni Aziz. She's cute and fair. I still remember, we were playing Totally Spies but there's only two of us. She is Clover while I'm Sam :D

now, let me introduce you guys Noor Liyana Khasim and Nur Afifah Ary. They're my best friend. But sadly, Afifah moved to Kajang. so, there's only Liyana K and I left. but still we're very closed. what unique about us are, our names are almost the same, Noor Liyana and Nurliyana,  :) we're TKRS, KUNING, KESENIAN & KEBUDAYAAN. Well, most of them are almost the same. Liyana K is just the nicest friend I ever met. but, apparently, we're not as closed as before since I'm now studying in Gombak Integrated Boarding School.

so, of course, I need to find another new best friend. for me, they're all strangers ._. I only have my sister, but then, how long am I going to be by her side ? so, I found Aina Nursyahmi. her eyes are so small or SEPET   >< ngee :D we're in the same dorm and she is so MANJA ! okay, whats unique about us are, we're born on the same day ! 30th August 1998 ! i can't believed it.

2012, Aena and I were not in the same dorm anymore, how sad. Aena is in 2Al-Farabi class while me 2 Al-Khawarizmi, sadly, there's only eight girls in my class, while other 19 people are boys. I was like, whatthefuck is this ? I have no friends at all ! but then I have Shao. fyi, he's not a chinese okay. he is an actor ! hahaha, cant believe it huh ? wait, I think I'm out from the topic, am I ?

So, after a few months in that class, I met Nurin Wafa Ramlan. honestly, my first reaction about her was, OMG, she is so fierce, (penolong ketua kelas la katakan :p) one day, we changed our position in class, and I was sitting beside Nurin. I dont know how, but out of sudden, we're so closed. since that, I started to believe her and mostly told her about my life and same goes to her.

then something crossed my mind, I was like, why I didn't met her on the first place ?
Nurin Wafa is really really a good friend, she is hard working girl.
I'm just scared losing her, and I really hope that we'll be in the same class next year. :)

ISTANBUL

"OMG! Dad is going to bring us to Turkey !" and yeah still remember that I said that when I was standard 6. We went to Turkey like, on 17th December 2010. 

We were waiting in the Golden Lounge like 6 hours. No, there was no flight delay. It is just that my dad decided to go to the airport early. Our flight is at 12.30am, I was so sleepy. 

As soon as I got into the plane, I slept for like 4 hour until my sister woke me up for breakfast. From Malaysia to Turkey,it took about 8 hours. 

Finally, we arrived at Turkey International Airport. We waited outside for our guide traveler called our car. It was cold that time. 
My dad took a pent house. It was cool and just perfect. 
What special about Istanbul is, the Blue Mosque, Spice Bazaar, Grand Bazaar.

Our first breakfast was, Turkish breakfast! Honestly, I can't eat those food at there, same goes to my other family member. So we decided to eat at Thai Restaurant and it was pretty expensive ._.' 

We were in Istanbul for a week, and my mom told me, that we have Turkey blood. cool huh ? :p

The next day, we were on the cruise at Bosphorus sea, it is a strait that forms part of the boundary between Europe and Asia. It was windy, and the weather was just nice.

The sixth day we were there, we went to Bursa, Uludag. It was kinda like a mountain. We must took a ferry to go there, and there was snow ! We went up to the mountain and the road and tress were all covered with white fluffy snow. Sadly, we cant go higher, because of that heavy snow. So, we stop nearby at a wide place. The snow was very fluffy and the weather was -5°C.

I was the first to make angel snow. it was really fun! you should try it! Then we 
were throwing snow ball to each other. sometimes it hurts. Then we made snowman
with Aunty Derya ( guide traveller) I thought, making a snow man was easy, but
 I was wrong. It was so hard and probably you'll get backache. 
Dad and mom went to a small restaurant since it was pretty warm inside with
 the heater and hot teas.

The weather was getting heavier and heavier. so, we decided to go inside as we 
were freezing. 

how I miss Istanbul , it had been 2 years , I didn't get on plane. in shaa Allah, dad 
will be taking us to London end of this year. so, hopefully there will be no obstacle.
 I really want to go there.

LIFE IN BOARDING SCHOOL

So, as I promised you guys before, I will post about life in boarding school.

I've been living in boarding school since I was 13 years old. yeah, it was kinda tired studying in boarding school. you must wake up at 5.20am or 5.30am. the assembly will start at 7am and the class starts from 7.30am till 4.40pm. but there a short break between it. and in the evening, after performing your asar prayer, you are free. you can go to the field, basketball court, or just stay in the dorm. normally, the boys will conquer the whole field while the girls normally stay in their dorms.

and after isya prayer, we will go to our class, doing homework or probably, do a study group. it starts from 9pm till 11pm. Before we sleep, it is a MUST, reading al-mulk in the dorm. then, we can sleep. we normally sleep for 5 or 4 hours. eyebag is our accessories.

living in a boarding school has it own pros and cons.
 PROS :-
lots of opportunities
more classes
smaller classes
lasting friendships

cons:
have to be more independent
more responsibility

but i think, it is more to pros. 

EXAMINATION

Hey, today's topic is about examination. Examination is a test for you. no matter where you go, you still have to face it. There is no end to education. It is not that you read a book, pass an examination, and finish with education. The whole of life, from the moment you are born to the moment you die, is a process of learning. 

yes, I am one of the PMR candidates 2013. the PMR is only 10 months away from now. I seriously need to struggle on it. PMR may not a big deal like diagnostic, trial SPM, or SPM. but hey, everyone wants to get good results right ? since we are the last batch who will be taking PMR, you should be grateful that we are not taking PBS. 

I've failed many times in my examinations. I usually got 4A's out of 9. sometimes, I feel like giving up. but I always remember this "Many of life's failures are people who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up" . my mother always said " always think positive, in shaa Allah, you can do it. and never miss your prayers "

since I lived in a boarding school, we would be like learning 24/7 . everyone will bring at least a book with them. in shaa Allah, in my next post, I'll tell, how the life in the boarding school. 

POPULAR

popular, yeah, what is so good to be popular ? people always said, "untunglah hot, untunglah lawa, untunglah... " blablablabla and bla -,- for me, there is nothing, NOTHING good to be those things. well, I am happy to have those things. well, for me, it has pros and cons. well, I guess you know the pros, or is there any pros about it ?
well, let me go to the cons, the cons are, the girls, will be so jealous of you. and they wont be friending with you and always , ALWAYS find your weaknesses. but hey, dont let them the reason you are falling.

i hate those bitches who always jealous of me. get a life dude. destroying people life isnt great. people are not perfect, so, can you stop judging me ? wait, are you perfect enough to judge me ? i dont think so .

PIANO

piano :) my hobby. i've been asking my mom how is there piano in the house ? then she said, it was you who asked it from dad, and then dad bought it. and I was like, me ? I entered a few classes but then I QUIT ! my fingers are too small or easily said, too short . and I really hate the theory . it is so boring. so, it had been like a few years since i havent touched my piano. so, when i was in standard 6, i found songs like, 21 guns and bella's lullaby. so I searched for the songs on the youtube and tried to learn it. it wasnt so bad though. end of disember 2011, i found songs like fur elise, marriage damour,wedding dress, river flows in you. and i started to learn those songs, and each day , im getting better and better till i decided to post it on youtube. even though i dont have any piano classes, no grades, but still I can play it :)

the sad thing was, my parents and my siblings doesnt seem to be like, supporting me. encouraging me. it was sad, well, i guess i need to do all by myself.