LONDON

Okay we finally arrived at the Kuala Lumpur International Airport around 8.30pm, so went straight to the Golden Lounge since everyone is hungry.

around 11.30pm, we went boarding the plane, and its MH002 (A380). :D and guess what, we were surrounded by mat salleh. it took about 13 hours to reach London. Alhamdulillah, we safely arrived Heathrow London around 5.30 in the morning. A guy, took us to the van and brought us to our apartment. Its at Cumberland Mansion. The apartment was just nice, i loved it ! well, i guess, everyone does. it has 4 bedrooms, 4 toilets, 2 dining table, a living room and a kitchen. its all complete !

we had breakfast at the Malaysian Hall, well, the food wasn't that bad. and we walked to Queensborough, and it has many souvenir shops! i bought 10 key chains for 10 pound! cheap right?
then, we found a shop and it sells variety of boots! my sister and i bought ourselves new boots while my brother got himself a new shoe.

its lunch time, and everyone is sleeping._. by the time we woke up, it was dark outside, and yeah, we missed our lunch. the clock shows 5pm, so we got ready and went to find a restaurant. and we found one, its Melur Restaurant. the food was quite okay? i dont think so, i ordered a fried chicken and guess what, he served us sort of like a chicken nugget --' i dont understand.

its still early to go to bed, so, dad brought us for a walk, to the oxford street, damn, we walked about 6km o.e as soon as i got back to the apartment, boosh, went to bed and sleep.

the next day, mom made nasi goreng for breakfast, and since it is raining, dad plans to go to Harrods. we bought nothing there --' too expensive for sure. around 12pm, we went to Tok Din's Restaurant. the food was scrumptious and then we went back straight to our apartment.

the third day in london, we woke up early around 3am and get ready to go to PARIS! omaigod, paris! eiffel tower!im so happy. uncle Nik drove the car and we went by ferry. the ferry was incredibly awesome! it doesnt look like a ferry, at all! it has lift inside it, a cafeteria, shopping :)

from Dover to Calais,it took about an hour. but from Calais to Paris, damnnn, 3hours o.e
we were all to tired and most of us were sleeping. when we arrived at Paris, we had lunch first at Rani Mahal Restaurant and there comes Aunty Iman :) and suddenly, someone with curly brown hair approached us and she introduced herself, her name is Nicole and she is our guide traveler.

we went around at the Opera House and a few interesting place, but the place I've, erm we've, been waiting for, EIFFEL TOWER! hahaha. for the first time in my life, i got to see it in front of me. its huge!then we went to the river cruise, the scenery is beautiful.

we were totally exhausted and decided to go back to the hotel. damn, we have been in the car for a very long time! once we arrived at the hotel, boosh! everyone is sleeping. around 7.30pm, aunty iman came and brought macaroon ! yes macaroon! i love it babeyh, hahaha xd its dinner time and aunty iman brought us to a restaurant named Noura.

the next morning, we went walking outside and bought some souvenir before leaving Paris. but before that aunty iman brought us to Holiday Villa for lunch. soon after lunch, uncle nik,the driver, driving the van hurriedly so that we wont miss the ferry. alhamdulillah, we got there by them. well, the ferry is waiting for us, lolxD

so, again, in the ferry. this time, we went shopping like hell. eh? hahah xD well, me and my sister bought a swatch watch since the price is reasonable. and mom with her souvenirs and chocolate. while brother, he bought perfumes, yekk --'

arrived at the Dover around 5 pm, and again, it dark. finally,we had arrived our apartment. i felt like, ahh, its so good to be home, lol xD

25 DECEMBER 2012, <-- Christmas Day ! and yeah, we took some pictures at the Big Ben, Eye of London and many many more. but, no snow, no Christmas.

26 DECEMBER 2012 <-- Boxing Day ! and the plan for today is, we went to Bicester, dad says that shopping there is fun. mom got a coach and a guess bag, my sister, only coach bag while me, i bought a guess bag and  a dompet. the price is reasonable and affordable. while dad and brother shopping in Polo, Hackett, damn, they bought like lots of shirts.

27 DECEMBER 2012 , breakfast at the Malaysian Hall and went to buy some souvenirs, again,lol xD now, i bought more than 20keychains, :D

28 DECEMBER 2012 , ITS FRIDAY!  mom made nasi lemak for breakfast, hoyeah ! while my father and brother went to perform Friday prayer, my mom, sister and I went to Marks and Spencer, I bought a blouse for 13 pound, cheap isnt it?

then we went to Madame Tussauds, but sadly, there's too many people :/ plan B, dad brought us to the London Bridge. well, it is just a BRIDGE. lol xD

29 DECEMBER 2012, in London, theres always be bicycles. and you have to pay for them if you wanna ride them. one windy morning, dad invited my brother and i to go for a ride, but apparently, you must have a ticket --'

around 11am, abang Azrul who studies in Cardiff came ! damn, i miss him. he is tall, and smart. so, we went to Holiday Villa for lunchy~ then, we took some pictures with him. it was fun.

one thing that i wont forgot is, i walked behind him because the wind was too heavy. yeah, he was sort of my windshield, haha xD pity him.

Its the last night in London, so dad brought us for a walk at the oxford street, reagent street. but nothing, lol xD

30 DECEMEBER 2012," BANGUN BANGUN BANGUN" ITS 4AM AND WE MUST GET READY TO GO TO THE AIRPORT T^T sad huh ? i cant believe ive been in London for 10 days ! damn, i seriously gonna miss this place.

boarding the same plane but this time, its only 11 hours 45 minutes. arrived Malaysia around 7.44am.

mom is sweating even though shes still in the airport. when we got out from the airport, hell shit, why is it so hot? and everyone rushed into the car for the aircond, hahaha xD

home sweet home, the first thing i do was playing the piano. i miss my piano badly,

APPENDIX !

 a day before we are going to London, suddenly, my mom said that she has stomach ache.
at first, we thought it was normal. mom didn't eat for lunch, well yeah, I was pretty scared about it.
she went upstairs and laid on her bed.

Then I started googling , and I have no idea about it. then mom woke up and she guess, it might be appendix. the symptoms were just the same. she feels like vomiting and woozy. I started getting worried. my mom cant moved at all. 

she wants to go to the clinic, but sadly, there's only my sister and I, and we cant drive! 

all she can do was lying on the bed, i was by her side, i stared at her face, suddenly, tears streaming down my face. i cant stand it. I could feel the throb of my mother's heart. she's was sleeping, so i cried. but what can do she has maternal instinct, she then asked me, " why are you crying ? " and i said " nothing " she patted my shoulder and it just made me cry even worse. 

 my dad got back home , my sister and I were busy cooking for dinner. after magrib, we went to Damansara Specialist Hospital, wait, except for my sister and brother, they are not following. we went to the emergency place, my dad and I were waiting for a long time outside. probably about 2 hours. then dad approached me, and said " yana, mom is admitted in the hospital" , i swallowed the lump in my throat. " are you serious dad?" 


since its appendix, it need to be cut out as soon as possible, so, that night, my mom need to be operate, it freaks me out ! I'm waiting and waiting. I squeezed my hand together to keep them from trembling. the clock struck 12.15am, the nurses came in with my mom.

mom looked so pale and haggard.she can hardly breathe. i was scared ! "dahaga" said my mom wearily. but the nurses said, she cant drink yet. she's in pain until the nurse gave her painkiller. my dad and sister went back home, while my brother and I stayed with mom. suddenly, my teeth started to chatter, i was cold and the phone shows 4.30am, im wide awake. and my brother is still playing with his iphone. he went back home around 5am. I'm still glad that mom is fine. so, i flopped back onto my bed.

the alarm next to me jolted me awake in the morning. the sun was just starting to rise, shinning brightly orange through the curtains. I went to my mom, and she's awake. Alhamdulillah, she's okay :) she wants to go to the toilet, she i helped her, she walked groggily to the toilet.

she once told me, after the operation, she feels as if she's going to die, when i heard she said like that, it startled me out. my stomach twisted in knots.

and yeah, the flight must be delayed and we're going on the 20th instead of 18th. its good that we're going on the 20th. at least brother is going with us. 

today is 19th, and my mom is discharged from the hospital. alhamdulillah she looks fine, but a bit in pain. well i guess, i'll stop here since its 12.06am and im sleepy.byee :)

FRIENDS

friends, yeah. my best friend during kindergarten was Naimi Amni Aziz. She's cute and fair. I still remember, we were playing Totally Spies but there's only two of us. She is Clover while I'm Sam :D

now, let me introduce you guys Noor Liyana Khasim and Nur Afifah Ary. They're my best friend. But sadly, Afifah moved to Kajang. so, there's only Liyana K and I left. but still we're very closed. what unique about us are, our names are almost the same, Noor Liyana and Nurliyana,  :) we're TKRS, KUNING, KESENIAN & KEBUDAYAAN. Well, most of them are almost the same. Liyana K is just the nicest friend I ever met. but, apparently, we're not as closed as before since I'm now studying in Gombak Integrated Boarding School.

so, of course, I need to find another new best friend. for me, they're all strangers ._. I only have my sister, but then, how long am I going to be by her side ? so, I found Aina Nursyahmi. her eyes are so small or SEPET   >< ngee :D we're in the same dorm and she is so MANJA ! okay, whats unique about us are, we're born on the same day ! 30th August 1998 ! i can't believed it.

2012, Aena and I were not in the same dorm anymore, how sad. Aena is in 2Al-Farabi class while me 2 Al-Khawarizmi, sadly, there's only eight girls in my class, while other 19 people are boys. I was like, whatthefuck is this ? I have no friends at all ! but then I have Shao. fyi, he's not a chinese okay. he is an actor ! hahaha, cant believe it huh ? wait, I think I'm out from the topic, am I ?

So, after a few months in that class, I met Nurin Wafa Ramlan. honestly, my first reaction about her was, OMG, she is so fierce, (penolong ketua kelas la katakan :p) one day, we changed our position in class, and I was sitting beside Nurin. I dont know how, but out of sudden, we're so closed. since that, I started to believe her and mostly told her about my life and same goes to her.

then something crossed my mind, I was like, why I didn't met her on the first place ?
Nurin Wafa is really really a good friend, she is hard working girl.
I'm just scared losing her, and I really hope that we'll be in the same class next year. :)

ISTANBUL

"OMG! Dad is going to bring us to Turkey !" and yeah still remember that I said that when I was standard 6. We went to Turkey like, on 17th December 2010. 

We were waiting in the Golden Lounge like 6 hours. No, there was no flight delay. It is just that my dad decided to go to the airport early. Our flight is at 12.30am, I was so sleepy. 

As soon as I got into the plane, I slept for like 4 hour until my sister woke me up for breakfast. From Malaysia to Turkey,it took about 8 hours. 

Finally, we arrived at Turkey International Airport. We waited outside for our guide traveler called our car. It was cold that time. 
My dad took a pent house. It was cool and just perfect. 
What special about Istanbul is, the Blue Mosque, Spice Bazaar, Grand Bazaar.

Our first breakfast was, Turkish breakfast! Honestly, I can't eat those food at there, same goes to my other family member. So we decided to eat at Thai Restaurant and it was pretty expensive ._.' 

We were in Istanbul for a week, and my mom told me, that we have Turkey blood. cool huh ? :p

The next day, we were on the cruise at Bosphorus sea, it is a strait that forms part of the boundary between Europe and Asia. It was windy, and the weather was just nice.

The sixth day we were there, we went to Bursa, Uludag. It was kinda like a mountain. We must took a ferry to go there, and there was snow ! We went up to the mountain and the road and tress were all covered with white fluffy snow. Sadly, we cant go higher, because of that heavy snow. So, we stop nearby at a wide place. The snow was very fluffy and the weather was -5°C.

I was the first to make angel snow. it was really fun! you should try it! Then we 
were throwing snow ball to each other. sometimes it hurts. Then we made snowman
with Aunty Derya ( guide traveller) I thought, making a snow man was easy, but
 I was wrong. It was so hard and probably you'll get backache. 
Dad and mom went to a small restaurant since it was pretty warm inside with
 the heater and hot teas.

The weather was getting heavier and heavier. so, we decided to go inside as we 
were freezing. 

how I miss Istanbul , it had been 2 years , I didn't get on plane. in shaa Allah, dad 
will be taking us to London end of this year. so, hopefully there will be no obstacle.
 I really want to go there.

LIFE IN BOARDING SCHOOL

So, as I promised you guys before, I will post about life in boarding school.

I've been living in boarding school since I was 13 years old. yeah, it was kinda tired studying in boarding school. you must wake up at 5.20am or 5.30am. the assembly will start at 7am and the class starts from 7.30am till 4.40pm. but there a short break between it. and in the evening, after performing your asar prayer, you are free. you can go to the field, basketball court, or just stay in the dorm. normally, the boys will conquer the whole field while the girls normally stay in their dorms.

and after isya prayer, we will go to our class, doing homework or probably, do a study group. it starts from 9pm till 11pm. Before we sleep, it is a MUST, reading al-mulk in the dorm. then, we can sleep. we normally sleep for 5 or 4 hours. eyebag is our accessories.

living in a boarding school has it own pros and cons.
 PROS :-
lots of opportunities
more classes
smaller classes
lasting friendships

cons:
have to be more independent
more responsibility

but i think, it is more to pros. 

EXAMINATION

Hey, today's topic is about examination. Examination is a test for you. no matter where you go, you still have to face it. There is no end to education. It is not that you read a book, pass an examination, and finish with education. The whole of life, from the moment you are born to the moment you die, is a process of learning. 

yes, I am one of the PMR candidates 2013. the PMR is only 10 months away from now. I seriously need to struggle on it. PMR may not a big deal like diagnostic, trial SPM, or SPM. but hey, everyone wants to get good results right ? since we are the last batch who will be taking PMR, you should be grateful that we are not taking PBS. 

I've failed many times in my examinations. I usually got 4A's out of 9. sometimes, I feel like giving up. but I always remember this "Many of life's failures are people who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up" . my mother always said " always think positive, in shaa Allah, you can do it. and never miss your prayers "

since I lived in a boarding school, we would be like learning 24/7 . everyone will bring at least a book with them. in shaa Allah, in my next post, I'll tell, how the life in the boarding school. 

POPULAR

popular, yeah, what is so good to be popular ? people always said, "untunglah hot, untunglah lawa, untunglah... " blablablabla and bla -,- for me, there is nothing, NOTHING good to be those things. well, I am happy to have those things. well, for me, it has pros and cons. well, I guess you know the pros, or is there any pros about it ?
well, let me go to the cons, the cons are, the girls, will be so jealous of you. and they wont be friending with you and always , ALWAYS find your weaknesses. but hey, dont let them the reason you are falling.

i hate those bitches who always jealous of me. get a life dude. destroying people life isnt great. people are not perfect, so, can you stop judging me ? wait, are you perfect enough to judge me ? i dont think so .

PIANO

piano :) my hobby. i've been asking my mom how is there piano in the house ? then she said, it was you who asked it from dad, and then dad bought it. and I was like, me ? I entered a few classes but then I QUIT ! my fingers are too small or easily said, too short . and I really hate the theory . it is so boring. so, it had been like a few years since i havent touched my piano. so, when i was in standard 6, i found songs like, 21 guns and bella's lullaby. so I searched for the songs on the youtube and tried to learn it. it wasnt so bad though. end of disember 2011, i found songs like fur elise, marriage damour,wedding dress, river flows in you. and i started to learn those songs, and each day , im getting better and better till i decided to post it on youtube. even though i dont have any piano classes, no grades, but still I can play it :)

the sad thing was, my parents and my siblings doesnt seem to be like, supporting me. encouraging me. it was sad, well, i guess i need to do all by myself.