APPENDIX !

 a day before we are going to London, suddenly, my mom said that she has stomach ache.
at first, we thought it was normal. mom didn't eat for lunch, well yeah, I was pretty scared about it.
she went upstairs and laid on her bed.

Then I started googling , and I have no idea about it. then mom woke up and she guess, it might be appendix. the symptoms were just the same. she feels like vomiting and woozy. I started getting worried. my mom cant moved at all. 

she wants to go to the clinic, but sadly, there's only my sister and I, and we cant drive! 

all she can do was lying on the bed, i was by her side, i stared at her face, suddenly, tears streaming down my face. i cant stand it. I could feel the throb of my mother's heart. she's was sleeping, so i cried. but what can do she has maternal instinct, she then asked me, " why are you crying ? " and i said " nothing " she patted my shoulder and it just made me cry even worse. 

 my dad got back home , my sister and I were busy cooking for dinner. after magrib, we went to Damansara Specialist Hospital, wait, except for my sister and brother, they are not following. we went to the emergency place, my dad and I were waiting for a long time outside. probably about 2 hours. then dad approached me, and said " yana, mom is admitted in the hospital" , i swallowed the lump in my throat. " are you serious dad?" 


since its appendix, it need to be cut out as soon as possible, so, that night, my mom need to be operate, it freaks me out ! I'm waiting and waiting. I squeezed my hand together to keep them from trembling. the clock struck 12.15am, the nurses came in with my mom.

mom looked so pale and haggard.she can hardly breathe. i was scared ! "dahaga" said my mom wearily. but the nurses said, she cant drink yet. she's in pain until the nurse gave her painkiller. my dad and sister went back home, while my brother and I stayed with mom. suddenly, my teeth started to chatter, i was cold and the phone shows 4.30am, im wide awake. and my brother is still playing with his iphone. he went back home around 5am. I'm still glad that mom is fine. so, i flopped back onto my bed.

the alarm next to me jolted me awake in the morning. the sun was just starting to rise, shinning brightly orange through the curtains. I went to my mom, and she's awake. Alhamdulillah, she's okay :) she wants to go to the toilet, she i helped her, she walked groggily to the toilet.

she once told me, after the operation, she feels as if she's going to die, when i heard she said like that, it startled me out. my stomach twisted in knots.

and yeah, the flight must be delayed and we're going on the 20th instead of 18th. its good that we're going on the 20th. at least brother is going with us. 

today is 19th, and my mom is discharged from the hospital. alhamdulillah she looks fine, but a bit in pain. well i guess, i'll stop here since its 12.06am and im sleepy.byee :)